Feeling very dissociated, almost fainting, like switching, but overall things are getting better lately with a lot of help from the others. I guess they've decided few months ago I'm ready to know about them, but they said I can't handle having childhood memories before age 3 even though I'm a trauma holder. They said I'm not the original, and I was created when the body was 3. You'd think that would bother me, but it seems nothing phases me much, like I'm not alive. Maybe it's the meds doing that? ~P.