I'm sorry you feel this way. I've also had so many diagnoses but in my case it was me who didn't agree with my therapist. So I went to get a second opinion from another psychiatrist who diagnosed me with BPD. Finally. And that's the only diagnosis I agree with. Everything I "had" before (anxiety, depression, panic disorder, excessive paranoia, ...) just felt wrong. I am so thankful I have the right therapist now (the one who diagnosed me with BPD). And since I've been diagnosed with borderline, I really feel better because now I can finally say: "It is not my fault. I am not making this all up!". Maybe you could try asking another psychologist, psychiatrist or therapist about their opinion. Good luck