I don't know what to say! Even though I have trouble agreeing with some of the advice, one thing is for sure. I DO know people here care and I will never question that again. Thank you sooo much. I'm also a little confused about something that happened to me yesterday and I guess it's a good kind of confusion. I took the chance and took a picture of myself to send to a good online friend in another forum. Her reply to me was nothing but compliments and she said she couldn't understand why I didn't think I was good looking. That really made my day but I looked in the mirror and I have to say I just don't see it! I have to be honest and say though I am feeling a little better about myself right now but I still feel like self doubt is attempting to take over again.