I almost self harmed last night. But before I did anything I needed to check to see if I had any gauze or athletic wrap and I didn't. So that squashed the whole act of self harming because I have to have something to wrap up my wounds with afterwards. I was thinking about going and getting some today after work but I'm not going to. I happened to get an appointment with my therapist (because she scheduled me on the wrong day) for this Saturday instead of next Saturday. So maybe I can hold out until then and not crash and burn.