I could tell on Tuesday my therapist really wanted to break the no outside contact rule so I could email her. I could tell by the way she was trying to figure out her sentences and by her facial expressions. She set up boundaries before but then broke them and allowed outside contact again. This was during the summer. But I think on Tuesday she didn’t want to look like a hypocrite or confuse me. I never once talked during our session about outside contact. At times I can sense a bit of countertransference. She seemed really relieved in my moms email that I’d have two more sessions with her.