I’m tired and unmotivated today. I think I may have forgotten my Geodon because I found one in my sheets today and I didn’t see it there yesterday. But who knows. I don’t plan on taking it. I took a Xanax at 8:30 and that’s an unusual time for my anxiety to act up. So I most likely could have forgotten it. But today I am really bored and I can’t motivate myself to do anything but watch reruns of Head Of The Class.

I still haven’t been feeling the greatest but my new med is helping. I just googled the side effects and it can cause drowsiness. Which may be why I’m even more unmotivated than usual. Last night I woke up suddenly around 1:30 and I felt so sick. I took off a blanket and I felt better. I hope the doctors can figure out what’s wrong.