Oh dear Lord. My husband's father was rushed to the hospital again this morning. He doesn't know where he is, and he can't move at all. He had to be lifted out of his home.

No matter how awful my husband has been, matters of life and death trump everything. I said a prayer to please let him survive this .

My husband and I right now are on far better speaking terms... I helped him last week when his father had heart pains and had to go to the hospital. Then he helped me through my work issue on Friday and we talked on the phone for a long time.

I am not reconciling with him, but I do feel that we needed each other this last week, and it really helped both of us to deal with our respective stresses and issues.

I may have even forgiven him in my heart at this point. No, I am not going to change my mind, but I am really tired of fighting, I am tired of the negative energy between us, I am tired of all the drama and of slinging insults at each other. I cannot do it anymore. I just want peace in general. I do not have the emotional bandwidth for any more negativity.

I am so worried for him about his dad.