I remembered my Geodon today. I took it at 5 something and I fell back asleep until 7:30. I was still incredibly tired for some reason even though I slept through the night. I think it’s that anti nausea med. I needed to drink an entire pot of black tea and a Coke Zero in order to be able to function and not be lying in bed all day. I feel headachy and kind of nauseated today but I feel decent mental health wise. This morning I got a massive sharp pain in my left side near my kidneys. I mean yeah I’m worried but there’s not much I can do until a week from Monday when I get the CT scan.

My mom poked herself with my used syringe needle and her finger bled and she’s acting like it’s not a big deal. Maybe I’ve just read too many fake stories about needles in pay phones and movie theater seats. It’s not like I have anything.