i completely agree with the other wise and wonderful posters. i am so Sorry that this St. Valentine's Day is being difficult for you but try to treat it like a normal day although i understand it is hard. i don't think you were cursed. Please try to be kind to yourself. Do anything in your power to distract yourself. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Aviza, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!