Feeling unwell again today. Just depressed. Not deeply so, just a general haze. RS got me the special candy I like for Valentine’s Day but what I appreciated even more was when he went out (with a sore back, mind you) and chopped up all the ice near my car so I could make it there without slipping. He’s a gentleman.

I’ve about had it with the cold, gray weather. More ice tonight. More snow on Thursday, supposedly, but I’m not understanding how, temperature wise. Cold weekend. But after that we will start warming up; again, supposedly. And by warming up I mean getting into the mid 40s which still isn’t warm enough for me but a far cry better than the low 30s it’s been since mid January.

I have therapy tomorrow which I really don’t want to do. I don’t feel like talking. It’s just too much. I just want to retreat into my shell. Everyone leave me alone. I’m hiding in bed today. I shouldn’t, I know that, but I’m indulging myself.

Tomorrow will be a bit rough bc I’ve been sleeping in for four days so getting up early will be a challenge. I’ve been sleeping better though. Not staying up all hours of the night. It’s been a long while since I’ve been able to go to sleep before eleven. So I guess that’s good.