I’ve been struggling with a lack of motivation and productivity for awhile in certain areas. It’s very demoralizing to make a to do list and not be able to get yourself to do certain things. I have back pain and I think that has scared me while doing physical things. I’ve tried a Procrastination course and self discipline books and even got a transformational coach to weigh in. I don’t know what the answer is but it’s bringing me down.