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Originally Posted by Mion
I find fragments of myself in your confession. I also don't know what to do in life.
There's a lot of pressure to make parents proud and to bring honor. World is not the same as it was before.
If you live with your parents why you don't have time to spend with them? Do they try to spend time with you?
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My dad is always on the computer and normally had the tv on. And the tv stays on when it's me and my mom. Not much talking occurs. And I'm the one that has to say let's do something. My motivation to say much has decreased.
And after finding out that the lack of talking about healthy relationships created shame for having any relationship because I'm also scared of the other abusing me and shaming me for anything.
Fear drives my life and I hate it! My parents can be helpful but that doesn't seem like enough. Because the day to day behavior brings issues to center stage. I feel like a burden and that only brings me into a darker place.
Thank you for replying.