i'd say definitely keep an eye on your behavior and perhaps ask to other people to check out on you if needed as well. i agree with the wise and wonderful BethRags as well. Please do keep us updated and sorry if my post wasn't particularly helpful to you. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @251turnaround, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!