All these triggers lately. I feel like I am barely keeping my head above water. I feel the need to block everybody out. It is safer here, no explaining to people where I am at...especially since I do not know how to explain it. Nor do they they worry about me or feel the need to be comforted. You and long term T know/knew exactly what to do and say in order to help me through times like this. I just can't bring myself to ask you since my appointment was only yesterday