So I'm letting it go again

I'm halfway full on
Left my meds on the sink today
My head will be racing by lunchtime

Don't sleep behind the wheel at the stoplight
Can't sleep behind the wheel as you're driving home
You keep coming down the hill as you're falling
You keep falling from the hill as you're coming down
Can't sleep behind the wheel at the stoplight
Can't sleep behind the wheel as you're driving home

So I'm holding her hand again
My palm sweats
Hold on
Think I've had too much coffee
I'm manic as hell
But I'm going strong


- Stone Temple Pilots, "Bipolar Bear"

The former lead singer had bipolar and struggled his entire life. Unfortunately, he refused medication. But I kinda feel this song.