Dear kittykatheartlove,

My English is not very good but I read your post and I think I understood it. What a horrible life you have had forced upon you. Reading your post brought my eyes to tears! I can't even imagine how heavy are the burdens from your past and present. I think you must be an incredibly strong person.

That you are trying to keep things together for the sake of your son and your grandkids is so inspiring and noble. I wish I knew what to say that would be helpful to you, but sadly I am not very wise.

I do want to welcome you here. I hope you find these Forums a warm and friendly place where you will meet many kind-hearted and understanding people. You have been through so much. It is so tragic what you have had to endure in your life! I sure hope things somehow get better for you. You deserve some real peace of mind and joy of living!

Sincerely yours, Yao Wen