Still cruising along with my benzo taper. I got out to enjoy the sunshine today. I rode our train and went to the mall. It was Scrabble club tonight and my first game went so badly i rage quit. It was juvenile.

@bpcyclist: So glad to hear from you sounding so sensible and reasonable. I agree, suicidality is a monster to wrestle. You didn't trigger me so no worries there. I am just glad to have you back and sounding more like yourself.