I feel like I’ve done something awful and wrong and I’m in so much trouble and you’ve finally realised I’m too much and too difficult and too disgusting and this is how you get rid of me, I always knew you would, and if you tell them then either they will do nothing at all or they will want to take him away what if they don’t trust me anymore and this is why I shouldn’t have trusted you I shouldn’t have sent that email because look what’s happened. I’m done.