Every time I look in the mirror, it shocks me. I look dead inside. There's no joy.

I try so hard to keep thinking positive, to do things I enjoy, to find little joys. But it can only do so much. I need some excitement. And this is coming from a boring introvert who prefers spending weekends at home on the couch.

P.s. I'm just ranting, this is definitely not saying we should open everything up again. I'm frustrated with all the rules but I understand the point of them. Even more frustrated with people who have parties and act selfishly so this mess goes on for even longer