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MeXoXO, I don't know if this is useful or helpful, but is it possible it's mostly about you being a sensitive person? I feel the way you describe when I hear sad stories about strangers in the news, & celebrities I've never met, & characters in a novel who aren't even real. I end up grieving as if I knew them. I guess that's kind of weird, but I can't help the way I'm wired, maybe genetically. Do these examples feel familiar to you?
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