I woke up this morning feeling a lot of pain and nausea. But once I went to the bathroom the pain just instantly went away and I felt major relief. It was like a light switch. I know that was one of my issues for awhile. Today I feel ok since my physical stuff is under control. I am not tired like I was yesterday. I think I had a slight bug. I am not motivated to do anything though.

I went as far back as I could on my history on this site. It looks like my main 3 problems since May have been 1. My physical health and all the infections and stuff I’ve been getting. 2. My therapist. And it also seems like I got pretty severe post op depression as well.

I wish I could look back further then 200 pages.