You said you had two partners who were "on the narcissistic spectrum". I assume nothing. I just want to make sure that you're aware that people with personality disorder actually do have a real personality - very few with NPD do something about it. That's all.

All of you keep saying word "perfect/perfection". I wont be perfect, no matter what I do. And it's not about impression, or not making a mistake. It's about me being the best I can be. And I won't deny it, I want to be Mr. Smooth - every single time I "did the stunt" in the past, I freaking loved it, and so did she (I know, those were drunk party encounters, but I liked it).

Of course, all it takes is one girl who hates my sarcastic sense of humor and it's all gone, but that's okay. I don't care. It's natural.