It's a strange thing for me when I reached a point in my life all kinds of memories from the past have come back. Lately I had some thoughts about the past of the things I did or the way I acted. And I was horrified when I had those thoughts. For decades I had completely forgotten about those things that I've done. I very much wonder how those people in the past who had to put up me feel about me today. Do they ever think about me? And if they did, do they shudder at the thoughts about me?

My father was teacher and, whenever there was any news about one of his past students, he would remember them very well. There seemed to be quite a few that he had critical memories of. Like how stupid they were or how much of a pain they were when they were misbehaving. I wonder if people in the past have those kind of memories about me?

I know it's all in the distant past but those thoughts just come to me and I feel bad about them. Well shoot, for all I know, the people in the past may have totally forgotten about me! At least that would be nice to know.