Most don't realize I'm having psychosis. You generally have to ask me very pointed questions or I have to volunteer the information because a lot of times I know my thinking is wrong but it feels right.

So on the outside I may be verbally fighting a lot to the point of asking for a divorce. Seems reasonable right. In reality I think H is trying to kill me or trying to take my kid away or whatever.

on the OUTSIDE I'm quiet and clingy. Inside "I'm not real", "I'm his imaginary friend"...

Outside I'm nerves, Inside "Everyone hates me", "cops are going to come arrest me any moment."....