So I got into an argument last night because my son feels he can ditch everything and study abroad. We can't provide a safety net, his plans (or lack there of) is to travel abroad without meds or accommodations, throwing away school/scholarship. It screams of a bad situation. He hasn't mentioned it today but I fear waking up and him just not being here (like moved out) due to impulse. H's friend stepped in and said he could stay with them instead of study abroad Today he agrees to not move until after graduation next year and to take his meds today.

Tomorrow is my first meeting with new T and I'm under the impression everyone hates me. Still feel my dogs going to die any second. My anxiety has had me in bed most of the day.