It was another quiet day. The stay-at-home order has been lifted since Tuesday and i am astonishing myself by being content to stay in except for going to the dog-park. I was sure i would go out out out! But no. I wonder if we will have what the author David Foster Wallace called panagoraphobia (which people in his story got after a video telephony disaster) after COVID is over. I sure like ordering my groceries online and getting take-out and binge-watching Netflix.

I didn't sleep that well last night and it's cut night but i've decided to press on with the benzo taper because i slept well six out of seven nights and that's still pretty darn good. So it's my first night at 18mg Valium tonight. It seems so much!