That sounds really good. i'd focus on what you already like doing on your free time to pick up new hobbies. i'd like to study cinema and the arts more generally but that is just what i'd do. Definitely focus on yourself to understand what may potentially interest you. Do keep us updated if you want to. Sending many Safe, Warm hugs to BOTH you, @Crook32, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!