My INCOMPETENT treatment team is trying to destabilize me. I had a (6 minute) appointment last week where I said I needed Lithium and when I tried to pick it up two days after the appointment when I ran out, those ****heads claimed they never got the script so I have been out of lithium for the whole weekend and today I called and left two ANGRY messages today saying send over the ****ing script starting as soon as they opened. I called a third time and asked how often they check the refill request voicemails and she said it could take up to three business days. So I should've gotten it last Friday (when I ran out, days after I initially asked), but now it'll probably take until Wednesday or THursday.
This is why you have to skip doses to make a stockpile. Can't trust any of these mother****ers. If I didn't have restraint, I'd go down there and make a scene because the people deserve to know, the patients need to know what they're getting into, and the people that get you addicted and cut you off need to feel bad about their asshole-ishness for once in their ****ing lifetime.
My new nurse practitioner is a ****. Fresh out of a manic episode and she cuts me off from the med that treated me and gives me 6 ****ing minutes every three months. Ignored my complaints. I can't tell if this clinic is better or worse than the one where the doctors don't show up to their appointments and they don't do therapy so I may be making (yet another) switch soon.
I could probably get street lithium more easily. Maybe I'll start licking batteries.