They say it's not true but I feel that they're lying. I don't know why they would lie and be so cruel. I have new T in 2 hrs and I don't want her to hate me or lie to me. We can't start a relationship with hate and lies. My anxiety is through the roof, I'm sad everyone hates me. AND I don't know how to scale anything. 1-10 how are you getting along with others GREAT I just think they all hate me and I'm trying to make up for whatever the **** I did. I don't know why I'm writing this. H is in a no win situation. Which lends the idea this may be psychosis. I don't want to talk to anyone because if I say the wrong thing they may hate me more.