So it went okay. She wants me to chart my mood, and journal. She wants a med check this week and wants me to tract how often I want to harm my self. I didn't spring the Eating Disorder on her yet. I figure put one fire out before another.

She didn't really say anything about me thinking everyone hating me. She's not fond of the fact I only trust my husband and you guys and sometimes not my husband. She's not fond of the fact that I don't even trust myself. I'm nauseas, want SH and cry.

Thank-you for not hating me!!! I really didn't want to say anything because what if it's true?