i don't hate you of course and i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters. Do you think there is any reason specifically of why other people should hate you? Try to think rationally about it and see if anything comes up. If you can't think of solid reasons perhaps it is mostly your impression? Just some food for thoughts. New therapist can bring lots of stress. Happy that it went well. If the people near you are treating you with care and repsect i'd say that is a sign that they do still care about you at least in my opinion. Sending many Safe, Warm hugs to BOTH you, @Miguel'smom, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!