Had to look up Hanlon's Razor Sounds extremely apt for your situation! We are here to listen to your soap box, yes? I'm so glad you got what you needed. Finding the right care is extraordinarily difficult. The only advice I can give is do not give up looking no matter what. I've learned that, when it comes right down to it, if we have been in the system long enough, we are the only ones who understand what we need. Finding a pdoc and therapist who recognize this and can work with us is the key, and it's not easy. I wish you luck and please check in as you move forward!