We can't change the Past so it is better to look forward to our Future. Try not to dwell on past opportunities but focus on what you can do at the present Time. i Realize that it may be difficult with the pandemic going on but Please do not give up. You Deserve to feel Good. Sending many Safe, Warm hugs to BOTH you, @Aviza, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!