all this talk about lifting covid lockdown is bringing me ****ing down

at least in lockdown I didn't feel like such a worthless peace of crap. but soon as it's safe, everyone will return to their lives and the daily grind, but not me.... covid was just an excuse I could use for my ****ed up life

and then you get all the people saying to me : but it's a good thing, it's got lots of benifits. sure it has, if you have something to go back too.

rant over. I'm just fed up with it