So Sorry that you had to go through this! i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters about this seeming really difficult. It seems clear that you did the best you could given the cirumstances. Calling the wrong phone number can happen unfortunately. Happy to hear that you were able to get what you needed at least. Seeing a new doctor may be a good option if you want to. Please do write upodated here if you feel comfortable doing it. Sending many Safe, Warm hugs to BOTH you, @Sapien, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!