Today went well. I told her about a couple issues I was having. The emails and how confusing the boundaries were. And then I talked to her about the promises of in person sessions. We worked through these things. I insisted I was not mad at her. She said she’s going to call the new therapist Thursday morning. She asked me if there was anything I wanted the new therapist to know. I told her I wanted the new one to know about the trans and autism stuff. She said that this new therapist seems like a really good fit. She does some type of therapy that really impressed my T. I don’t know what it is though. We talked a bit about the medical stuff. Not a lot. We talked about how I feel like my mom enables my brothers bad eating and weight gain. We talked a lot and I didn’t shut down at all. She looked really emotional and she said bye and I said “it’s been interesting.” And she was like “yes it has.” Then we just looked at each other for several seconds before she logged out.

So far I’m just like “meh” Not sure if things will start to hit me later or not.