I'm actually not looking forward to life going back to the way it was before covid
I'm actually scared of it
I mean I'm glad that in time hopefully we all can be vaccinated ...I lost a friend to this and its sad people keep getting infected
I'm just scared of life going back to the way it was ......I don't know if its wrong to feel this way or not and I know it sounds confusing
Tho last year I wasn't doing well ...losing two friends ,1 to covid ,1 to suicide ....
This year I have been doing a bit better even quit smoking cigarettes....
I can get terrible anxiety being agoraphobic,..... Maybe its why I'm scared of life after covid I don't know
Thank You for letting me share all.this I just needed to write about it ya know
Keep staying safe everyone ....