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Awake from a flat-out nightmare I had about my sister friend (she died on 2/8). In the dream, I acutely felt her extreme desperation, the reasons she was drinking, and why she died. I saw her throughout our lives, saw how desperate she was to find her own voice and how she was discouraged from doing so, and how she didn't know how to do so. I saw and felt her extraordinary need to break free of the chains of her life. It felt like she was a ghost in such miserable distress. I feel like the dream was insightful and maybe tomorrow, in the light, I'll be able to sort it out. Right now though I'm trying to put the nightmare away and out of my entire beingness.
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