I’m feeling pretty good today. I actually just feel normal... I don’t feel like I did something major yesterday. But I’m not missing my therapist either. I’m just onto the next person. I move on and forget people quite easily. My new therapist will be my 4th one in 10 years. One I was with from Jan 2011-Feb 2015. The next one was March 2015-December 2018. I did try out a couple new therapists in summer 2018 when I was switching pdocs but I only saw them about 2-3 times each and then I ended up going back to the other one until right before Christmas 2018. then the last one was April 2019-yesterday.

But yeah I’m not having a difficult time at all today. I don’t have any anxiety or depression or anything. I feel ok physically too.

I also haven’t listened to the songs With Or Without You or the song Halls either. Which I was listening to multiple times a night. Hopefully I got those out of my system as well.