PLEASE DO NOT READ UNLESS YOU'RE STRONG TONITE...










so i'm in that place again. figuring why shouldn't i get smashed? who cares? what's the big deal?

you know it's my own fault. 9 of 10 friends only contact me when they need something and don't care otherwise. the few that do truly care?...i won't lay my crap on them.

you know...some days i wish i'd never been born...and what difference does it make to anybody if i'm sober or clean? most only want my head straight so they've got a mug to lean on

no personal offense taken if there's no replies to this outside mods/admin who have to be nice cause it's their job.

no matter if i decide to take the bad road...i'm a grown up...it's my choice, my body, my harm right?

peace, love, hugs to all....you all hang in there and know you matter to me even if i don't matter to you.