So Sorry that you're feeling angry. It can happen sometimes and perhaps the best thing to do is to do something else to keep your mind occupied, such as watching some movies or reading or playing some games. Hopefully this feeling will pass. Sending many safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Bipolarchic14, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keepr ocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!