I am for sure anxious today. I have a call into my Pdoc so he can fix my Xanax script so I’m taking 1 mil twice a day instead of the XR. He messed up as usual. But I’ve just been reading a lot today to keep my mind off things. I went to Target as soon as they opened which wasn’t bad. But I think my agoraphobia is getting bad because I’m scared to leave the house because more people are getting vaccinated in my state so more people can now go out safely. And I’m happy for these people but I still feel like I need to be careful.