Dear T,
I hate that I'm so crazy sometimes. That I can seem normal and hold it together much of the time, but then I just lose it and act like a complete lunatic. It's fine if I'm alone, but I hate when it happens in front of my H and/or D. Even if H says it's OK. I mean, you've made a career out of seeing people act crazy, so I imagine it's not a big deal to you, if you see me act that way. (Though you probably wouldn't tolerate it if I were your wife. Or...maybe you would just hold me?)
Love,
LT