last night i was going fine until my friend told me that him and i couldnt get together cuz he was going to move away. i already knew that it was coming but i had been pushing it to the back of my head then it got stuck i broke down in tears crying worse then i have in the last couple of days.

i cut and it bled making me cry more it was midnight before i managed to fall asleep

its my 17th birthday today and i am miserable