oh my poor kiya!
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i dont know the answers babe.. but i believe things can happen. A number of years ago i was so poor.. i was eating packages of things as they were, because i couldnt afford the other ingredients to cook them and they were all i had left in the house. i cried all the time too... but wonderful things happened too.. someone i have never met in person sent me $500.. yes, im serious. She never wanted it back. Others sent me meds so i wouldn't run out.

look for help in all places that you can sugar... talk to a local women's resource center, talk to the charity services, churches, and food banks. YOu will need help establishing some sort of action plan.. and i know you don't want to.. i know you want to hide and hope it goes away, but it isn't going to. You CAN get through this. T is there for you and so am i... i don't have money love.. but i'll be your friend as long as you'll have me.

Maybe we can talk via PM about your illness issues, there are ways to make money from your home and do it around chronic illness. i do.

i wont lie.. things are not going to be easy.. but you can do this.. you can. You are not alone. We just have to get a plan in place.

sending much love