i agree with the other wise and wonderful postersr about this being a seemingly difficult and hard decision. Ultimately it is up to you to decide whether or not you feel like this job is safe and that you can handle it with few or no problems. How were your performances on past jobs? Try to see if you can get back on disability if things don't work out. Please do give it serious thought as this is an important step at least in my opinion. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Aviza, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!