It's all relative, one person's agony may be someone elses pain, but pain comes in degrees.

It's new behavior from him since my last inpatient. I was out of control. It was bad, very very bad. I was crying, screaming at everyone, including the police. I refused to take my meds because I wa still having meltdowns so I thought it was useless to swallow a bunch of useless chemicals (8) that weren't stopping my insanity.
Finally I sent a text telling my p-doc that I was getting out of control. He texted me back to tell me to get my *** to the hospital. I cried and pitched a fit.