I hate my mother! She's a monster. I'm always getting upset with her cause she's such a witch. I refuse to have anything else to do with her. She does something, and I fall into a dark depression. Today, I am angry. I'm sick of it. I will try to use REST to feel better. I wish I had a punching bag to hit. My therapist recommends screaming into a pillow. I'm just afraid my neighbors would hear me. I think I will play my game for a while. And have a drink.