"i told him about the stuff i felt i couldn't say.. the stuff from my history.. told him that first

then at some point i tackled the dreaded BIG question.. and he gave me what i asked for.. he gave me what i needed.. i felt like i was going to cry from relief

he and i are a "we" again "

*Whew*! Oh soooooooo good!!!! So very good. So glad you were able to talk to him. ((((((((((FLUFF)))))))))))))))!