((((((((((((((((kiya)))))))))))))))
I'm sorry you're in such a bad spot. Like someone else said in this thread, you've made it through worse, and you WILL make it through this....
You have a lot of good suggestions in this thread!! I have a kid with multiple food allergies, so I know how tough that makes it to find cheap food... it stinks that you have to deal with that on top of everything else!!!
And yay for T for continuing to be there for you. You deserve that.
Sending lots of